We are all born of unhealed mothers and fathers and we become unhealed children. We then internalize these unhealed mainstays as truth. Our energy body becomes deplete where these foundations are incomplete. Many of us spend a few decades trying to stabilize as a result! Healing the inner parents is a cornerstone of spiritual healing.
 
Just as a seed needs enough of Mother Earth and Father Sun to sprout and leaf out, so, too, we need enough of the healed inner mother and father to become a healed child and ultimately, our authentic, true self.
 
Isabelle, a young woman, came to me feeling like she was really stuck in her life. In her job, relationships, personal trajectory. She exuded a kind of radiance, yet threw up her hands saying, “I want abundance in every direction and I don’t know what is stopping me!” She has suffered from depression.

Imbalance in the Energy Body

As she was talking about her life, she shared, without any rancor, that she didn’t have a father in her life, and, in fact, very few men. She was raised by a single mother, had a sister, aunts and grandmother. No father, uncles, brothers, grandfathers.
 
Hearing this, I expected from experience to find that she was very low in yang energy, but you never really know until you are seeing the deeper layers of a person’s energy body in a healing.
 
Sure enough, every chakra was very deplete of male, yang energy, that of the father. Her energy body in general was deplete in this as well.
 
How would this depletion manifest in her life? For one, missing yang energy would mean missing the force to push through feeling stuck.  Yang energy is very active and moves out into the world with passion.  Given she had so little male energy she was also having trouble attracting it to her in a relationship, despite being a lovely, vibrant woman. She couldn’t magnetize it – like attracting like.  
 
In a darker way, not enough yang energy would allow her depressed thoughts to have a stronghold. She would need the yang energy to take charge of the thoughts and put them into perspective.
 
In some ways, Isabelle is lucky. She didn’t have a father “wound,” per say. The father energy that she did receive wasn’t cruel or abusive, which would have added a deep layer of trauma that needed healing. As it was, he just wasn’t there. 

Operating Systems: Ego and Essence

If you think of us all as having two operating systems, one of them is our ego-driven system that is woven through our personalities. This is the result of our upbringing and programming, what we have from parents and society’s collective shadow as well as light. It was here where Isabelle had her yang deficiency, the lack of male energy.
 
The other operating system is the one of our consciousness, Spirit, our true self essence. What I also call our energy body. It is from this system that I worked to restore healed male energy into Isabelle’s system, knowing it would weave into the first operating system and bring healing.

Everything has a male and female component, including our soul. When there is need for more healed male or female energy, I ask the client’s soul’s healed divine male/father and healed divine feminine/mother energy to fill the places of depletion and imbalance. I do this through a technique I call The Trinity Activations, the cornerstone of my Awakening Prana Practice.
 
Trinity? Once Isabelle has enough healed male energy to bring her male/female energy system into balance, there will be an alchemical spark of light that will bring in her divine child and her authentic self.  I’ve seen this light clairvoyantly.

To follow up with the metaphor at the beginning of this blog, the seed can at last sprout and leaf out.
 

Diary of a Healer offers the stories of people’s lives as seen from the perspective of a clairvoyant healer who works with the energy body and its vibrant, ever-changing patterns. Each entry will be actual accounts of healing and will provide a glossary of esoteric language. Names are changed to protect people’s privacy. By Annie Bond
www.awakeningprana.com

Annie teaches the Awakening Prana Healer School and gives healings in Rhinebeck, NY and on Zoom. She gives distance healings to people all over the world.

Awakening Prana Healer School

Awakening Prana Healer School is is a high vibration energy healer school, founded and taught by Annie Bond. It is transformative, offering deep healing modalites to deepen your ability to heal yourself and others. You will learn to be in the all-powerful healer space of heart coherence. The teaching is very experiential and hands-on. Space is limited – reach out to Annie to reserve your spot! annie@awakeningprana.com